Lost
So I graduated...thats about all I have to say about that.
It seems that within the week I've been out of school things have been spiraling away and I'm having trouble keeping a grip on reality. The job looking is depressing. The apartment search is also depressing as it now appears I will be without a roommate. I actually wish I were back in school...I can't believe I feel that way.
It appears there has been only one good thing in my life the past few weeks and I have a feeling I'm about to screw that up as well. It seems that it takes more than I once thought to get what you want in life and in relationships.
And while this post is turning into something horribly depressing, I still have faith that things will work out...they always do. Stay tuned....
So I graduated...thats about all I have to say about that.
It seems that within the week I've been out of school things have been spiraling away and I'm having trouble keeping a grip on reality. The job looking is depressing. The apartment search is also depressing as it now appears I will be without a roommate. I actually wish I were back in school...I can't believe I feel that way.
It appears there has been only one good thing in my life the past few weeks and I have a feeling I'm about to screw that up as well. It seems that it takes more than I once thought to get what you want in life and in relationships.
And while this post is turning into something horribly depressing, I still have faith that things will work out...they always do. Stay tuned....
1 Comments:
Looking for a place to live so so damn hard - I understand. It's been hard for me too the past 6 months, not because I can't afford it, but because of (normal factors in addition to) having a full time job. Most apartment places are only open during standard business hours. Go figure! Not easy looking for a place that's decent enough to live in but not prohibitively expensive.
You're such a good person. I really think you'll make it.
- Patrick
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