I hear a dial tone...

So much to my dismay I have yet to hear back from any of the 25,000 places I have applied to. However, I do have some hope in the near future of hearing back from some of the orange county schools as they are now officially hiring for next year. Lets keep our fingers crossed.

In other news, despite the fact that I have no apartment or job, I am gradually accumulating furniture for said non-existent apartment. So far a new bed has been found, a couch, and a desk all thanks to morgan's glorious parents. Just a little aside with that...Morgan is amazing!!

I've also been catching up on some reading as my days are pretty free. I've managed to get through the first three harry potter books and am now making my way through the fourth one. Also finished the count of monte cristo....very good by the way.

O, I've also made a very important decision...I'm applying to med school for next year. It's official now...I'm hopefully going to become a doctor...woohooo!!!

Lost

So I graduated...thats about all I have to say about that.

It seems that within the week I've been out of school things have been spiraling away and I'm having trouble keeping a grip on reality. The job looking is depressing. The apartment search is also depressing as it now appears I will be without a roommate. I actually wish I were back in school...I can't believe I feel that way.

It appears there has been only one good thing in my life the past few weeks and I have a feeling I'm about to screw that up as well. It seems that it takes more than I once thought to get what you want in life and in relationships.

And while this post is turning into something horribly depressing, I still have faith that things will work out...they always do. Stay tuned....